Thursday, June 10, 2010

Quick Post.... With question at the end!

Yes, this is yetanother post from my phone because let's face it, my bed is more comfortable than the computer chair.
Remember when my credit card was paid off!? Well, so much for that because I was sooo poor that I had to use it. Multiple times.... Eeeek! So now its back to paying it off. I really wouldn't have used it if I hadn't of had a birthday weekend without working, and then my knee went crazy so that meant more time off. Hence the credit card swipage.

So... I need some new music for my ipod, so I am asking all of you... What are some good songs to download!?
Good evening peeps!!

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

On a lighter note...

Today I realized that I apparently have a few guilty pleasures as of late, and they go as follows:

1.Reading Cosmo

2.Eating Popcorn... well who doesnt love popcorn!? I just seem to be eating it a lot lately, therefore it is one of my guilty pleasures. Also, I know Im weird, but I prefer to eat popcorn while drinking milk. Weird I know, but that is me.

3.Watching Gilmore Girls (I have recently purchased the entire series, because lets face it, I LOVE MOVIES AND TV SHOWS!

4.The music video & song "Can't be tamed" by Miley Cyrus. Yes I know, WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE YOUTH OF TODAY!? I dont really know, but what I DO know is that this song is rather catchy. I do not like Miley AT ALL, but this song has just got to me.

Well, today these are my guilty pleasures, and they will continue for a little while. I hope you enjoyed!

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Chapter 1: Let the sadness sink in.

What do you do when the guy you wanted to be with left and didnt come back!?
What do you do when you find out he is in fact coming back, months later, and has a girlfriend!?
How do you deal with the fact that all the feelings you forgot about and forced youself not to feel came rushing back!?
How do handle the fact that even though he begged you to be his friend and hang out when he got back he doesnt seem to care or want to put forth an effort to be friends!?
How do you get rid of the hold he has on you!?
How do you tell him how you feel!?

This is how I feel.
The End!

Monday, June 7, 2010

Just Another Manic Monday...

This morning I got to wake up earlier than I really wanted to because today was the day that I got to go see Dr. Vanougalpal (don't ask me if thats the correct spelling because I have no sweet clue.) It was my first time going to see an orthopedic surgeon and well I was a little anxious, because I dont go to the doctors that often and they always make me nervous and I have this fear that they aren't going to believe me. Well, this lady came into my room and she was holding a needle and filling it with someone and for those who don't know me that well, NEEDLES ARE MY BIGGEST FEAR! I literally jumped back and went "Is that for me!?" Pure terror on my face and in my voice and I think she realized because she immediately vacated the room. My heart was pounding sooo hard!
Dr.V (thats what Im calling him) sent me off to x-rays where I was lucky enough to have my first real x-ray done by none other than LAURA!! It was pretty cool. I was also her first patient to actually say something to her. Laura was a great x-ray tech although her fingers were EXTREMELY cold.

When I went back to the room to see Dr.V they pulled my x-rays up on the computer screen and well I took a pic with my phone while no one was watching. Its not the best quality but hey, I had to have proof because Ive never had an x-ray done before except at the dentist but that doesnt really count.

Also when I got back to the room they made me put on a hospital gown, which I also have never had to do before. Let me tell you, they are no fun... they are kinda breezy!

So the verdict of my poor knee is that I have tendonitis and my knee is twisting inward but needs to be twisting outward so I have to see a physiotherapist and do a million different types of stretches and also have to ice my knee 4 times a day. Not to mention that I have to re-train my knee to walk a different way. Sooo not an easy thing to do thats for sure. It is taking A LOT of focus and it just makes me look funny.

This evening for dinner I took my momma out to East Side Marios for her mothers day gift. Yes I know it's a little late but thats because I never really have had the time or the money to take her out. But alas it was good time. I ordered the Cheese Capalletti, which Laura introduced me to (wow laura you are getting a lot of shout outs in my entries lately). Our server also thought that my mom was my older sister. Funny I know! I thought that only really happened in movies when guys hit on the girls. But apparently sometimes movies aren't always ficticious, and well the server was a girl, so dad you can rest peacefully knowing that no one was hitting on or trying to pick up my mother. If they did I probably would've asked "Why her and not me!? I'm only 23 and she's 49!!" haha

Well, one last thing. My camera broke. Which is kinda nice because I wanted a knew one, aka a better one, but I didnt want to hurt my parents feelings over it because they bought me my current one 2.5 years ago, but it kinda sucks. It doesnt even pick up sound for videos. So since my parents haven't gotten me anything for my birthday yet, they are going to chip in with my new camera and I have a possibilty of 2 that I want. So I can't wait to get it because I have a trip coming up next month and a concert that Im going to and will NEED to take pictures!

So this will be it for today. Its off to bed seeing that I have to work in the AM tomorrow, very early AM that is, and well I didnt sleep well last night so I need sleep tonight.
So farewell my dear people of blog world and goodnight!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Posting from my phone...

So I'm posting from my phone because I don't want to get out of bed and go to the computer.
So today I had to take the bus to church and while I was waiting I saw this really cool looking jeep and as he drove by I noticed that it was an austrailian kind of jeep, meaning that the steering wheel was on the righthand side. I was instantly in love! When we were leaving the passage I also saw a nun running to church. Yes there are nuns and munks in eastern passage and seeing the nun made me grateful for the fact that I get to wear whatever I want to church instead of an atire I have to wear.
As I got to church I got more and more anxious because I knew that there woiuld be an old "friend" who would be there. We hadn't seen each other since his birthday in december and well seeing him brought back a lot of feelings that I didn't expect to feel. It also sucked because I went to his house for dinner and I got this vibe that he hated me so I called him out on it via text messaging because he vacated the room and went upstairs. Well, he said he didn't hate me, but he still wouldn't really talk to me. I was on the verge of tears all night because all I wanted to do was run up to him and not let him go. Too bad he's apparently got a girlfriend now.
Overall today was not the day I wanted it to be and I still just want to tell him straight up how I'm feeling, but its not in me to do such things.
So, to all of you bloggers out there, I beseech thee, and ask: should I just man up and tell him? Or do I sit back and hope that he might still have feelings for me too?
Please please PLEASE let me know!

Saturday, June 5, 2010


So far so good... post #2 from me! Laura are you proud?

People today bug me. Why do they bug me? Well let me tell you the reasons why.
Reason #1: People smoking in a non smoking area right where I happen to be standing. Sorry people, but I prefer my lungs to remain clear and not be black.
Reason #2: People pushing past not only myself, but a little old lady while trying to get on the bus (yes i take the bus, don't judge.) This stupid girl pushed past everyone in front of her, probably because it was raining, but guess what.. we were all being rained on and that little old lady had a cane!
Reason #3: The pushy girl had friends who got on the bus and they were taking up the seats by the front of the bus, and a lady got on the bus with a stroller and her son and none of them would get up and give her a seat! The lady had to stand the whole way.

Today I am just not in a people kind of mood. Work sucked because well, because I had to be there.
It also didn't help that I had to walk home, which is an issue because I really can't walk that well, and to top it all off IT WAS RAINING! So walking home was not fun or quick OR dry.

There is one good thing about today, and that is that I get to have monday off so I can go see an orthopedic surgeon about my knee and hopefully get it fixed!

Well... for now this is it!

Friday, June 4, 2010

Challenges at 23!

Since I've turned the BIG 23 a lot has happened.
First off, I turned 23! Secondly, I got called as the Relief Society President!!!! Crazy I know. This is definately something I never really thought would happen to me, except for the 2 weeks before getting the calling I knew it was coming. Thirdly, running has ruined my life! I messed up my knee and the doctor I saw was stupid! It's been almost 2 weeks now the pain is just not letting up! stupid knee!!!
Now for the challenge that was not brought on by the inevitable... this challenge comes from the one and only Laura. What could this challenge be? Well, it's actually for me to blog everyday. Seeing that I have a hard time keeping up with the blog world, you can see that this will be challenge for me, but it is one that I am trying to succeed at.
So my blogs may be pointless and random, seeing that nothing too exciting happens in my life anymore. But I hope that you will all enjoy!
This summer may bring on some drama or some interesting stories that's for sure and all I can say is BRING THEM ON!
Well for blog post number 1 of this new challenge I feel was pretty decent. So I must get going because I have a lot of things I need to take care of for Sunday!
Peace Out Hommies!!